hai..was quite sad todae bah. it was still ok before recess but after sch i jus felt very sad.

dear got kp by that basturb again. hai..was so fed up with that son of a bitch. but i don't know what to do with him. feel like bashin him up but can't do that. hai, it will just get me into more trouble. wanted to help dear but could'nt know what to do. always see her kenna bully by those two assholes in her class was indeed very heart-shattering. i tried to console her..but it did'nt help i guess. in the ened, she cried. hai, to see u cry was really frustrating to me. i just felt i did'nt do what i should do. jus t very very pissed off with myself and those two asssholes. i wonder why are there such guys on earth. they are jus total disgrace. not gentleman at all...!! terribly upset for their parents for having such a problematic kid. they jus don't have any brains to even think of what they are doing. utterly disgusted! puke..wake up u kids. one is stay back for 1 year and another one trouble maker. wake up ur bloody idea man. be a man, don't abuse girls. u pple are bitch..!

dear u got to tolerate a while. if they really disturb try to tell the teachers or what. in the future, we shall see those basturbs failing in their lives and leading a begger's life. i shall see how they beg at the roadside for food for money. they will never get any sincere relationship for they are born with a fucked up attitude. any gals who fond of them mus be one too. as it goes: it takes a basturb to know another basturb.

but in fact, they are worse than a basturb. they are incomparable to animals. they are jus some screwed up and brainless freak puttin human in disgrace.

so jus cheer up. and take care.hai, jus received msg that u get scalded. hai, why so careless..? i'm sorry i can't pei u or what. but really take care? remember u are tofu. everytime accidentally see u kenna hurt, very sad lo. so mus take care k? reach home le rinse with cold water and apply cream bah.

tml dear's concert le leh!!!hahaha..work so hard finally u are here le bah. tml mus jia you k?hahax..don't worry that u will screwed up. think of how many pple told u that ur solo was nice? try to calm down everything will be fine one. MUST HAVE CONFIDENT. once u pick up ur confident everything will be steady le. yeah, u may screw yesterday but don't go and think bout it, it will only make u more scare. tml is the last performance with ur fellow band members bah if i'm not wrong? so all the more u should cherish this chance and also show what kind of flutist? u are ok? furthermore, this year is ur last year. give it ur best shot if not u may nt have the chance to perform in such a fine stage again wor? don't cursing u or what lar but jus that the chance will be slim bah? unless got alumin lo?hahaha..

most importantly, tml i will try my best to reach there on time k? tml i may nt be free to calm u down or what bah, well, i'm very sorry bout it. but i will support u with all my heart k, laopo? tml jia you jia you!!!don't think too much jus think of one thing - u are going perform well tml k? ur solo shall be the best of the best! but also don't forget about the whole band piece wor.? mus also focus k? jus stay focus and concentrate even if u lose beat or what don't worry, continue to focus on ur piece.

BE optmistic. I believe in u that u can do a good job. don't disappoint me wor.! BElieve in urself is still the most important thing u should do =)

all the best!

hai, backbone is gettin from bad to worse. when to see doc also no use. keep aching, also don't know how to stop this pain. so many things troubling me nowadays. so fucked up. why does'nt the pain go away. is it because i drink cold water? but i also seldom drink liao. if this goes on, sooner or later i would'nt be able to play bball anymore.

it's not that i don't wanna go out with u, guys. i jus wanna be with my gf can't meh? it's nt that i scare of her or what lor. she jus don't have much friends like me and always alone. of course, i got time should spend more with her wad. she's a gal, of course i will have to care for her safety rite and at least tell her my whereabout then she no nd so worry mah. tml friends asking me whether wanna go www, hai, i don't even know how to answer them.

just received sms from vijay and was told i get 17 for eng. hai, that's it man, the end of me. no matter how well i do for other subs, it's still worthless. no matter how many As i get there's still a e8. hai, fuck up man.

everything is screwed up. wazz wrong with todae? i jus don't get it. it totally suck to the core

hai..fuck lar. fail eng. ccb. piss off